Every Doctor I have seen, and I can count at least a dozen in the last month, has asked what was your trigger?
I wonder if it’s just me but I honestly didn’t have one trigger. I honestly believe that this was a 25 yearish trigger. Just in the last decade:
married • divorced • married again • pregnant • kelsie • kelsie died • miscarriage • fertility treatments • miscarriage • pregnant • surpluses from job • ray ray • meet my biological dad • breakdown (like the tom petty song)
I feel the heartache of this last decade, but also feel the warmth of all the memories of laughter and love.
Google and I have diagnosed my entire life, starting at birth, as my trigger.
I start my week tomorrow with an intention of acceptance.
>>Acceptance of me…all of me
>>Acceptance of my circumstances
>>Acceptance of a life worth living
I have three simple goals:
>>Make all my appointments
>>Track accurate health data
>>Yoga Yoga Yoga